ShiRLey^DreAmLanD

hate the feeling

2011-01-21T16:49:00.001+08:00

Things changed so much recently...Really realize that people do changed and replace by another..Damn sad about all these things..Really don't like the feeling of been replace by someone..I think I am going crazy soon...Life is so pathetic now'!!No friends No boyfriend..Seriously.. One word to describe..!Sian ar!! Arrgh!!Seriously I don't think I need u anymore!!

My Last Day of 2010.

2011-01-01T13:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!

its a new year again!! hope everything can start afresh!!

had great fun yesterday!!

spending my last day of 2010 with all my dearest friends!!

thanks DOREEN, YILING AND HUINI!!

keep me accompany and bring laughter to my life!!

Yesterday is a fickle minded day!!

things and plan change so ramdomly!!

intend to go ST JAMES but ended up in East Coast!!

however i had great fun yesterday!!

i hope that every person that came into my life can live their life to the fullest everyday!!.. same go with me!! i hope that i can be the real me again!!

so peoples!! we mus fighting ok!!!!

27december 2010

2010-12-27T21:14:00.001+08:00

It's gloomy outaside!! Felt like it's really going to rain real soon... Felt so tired!! Just dunno why !!!There is stocktake tomorrow hence it will definitely be a damn tidious day tomorrow!! My company will shut down on 30 and 31 for holiday hence!!! I need nit to go and work.Finally brought the ticket to hong kong!! Will be going there in april!! Can't wait for the day to come !!!Nah.. I should go and sleep already!!Nights everyone!! Sleep tightxoxo♥shirley

finally bloggin again!!

2010-12-10T15:13:00.003+08:00

hello!!!!!

its been so long since i blog.. wondering do i have any reader HAHAH!

Finally!! i decide to let him go, felt that there isnt any more chance for me to be with him, i felt so worthless, he doesnt even know whether he LOVE me anot.. hurting right? Sometimes at night, i got the urge to call him, i miss him, miss his voice, miss the moment when i am with him, but i know.. its the time for me to face the reality.

say truly, giving him up isnt that easy, when i think of him i still feel like crying.. its really hard to let go, but i know, it wil heal as times go by..

things change, people change..

nah!! stop talking about this stupid thing!!

tell you guys a good news!! i FINALLY brought a IPHONE!! LOL

so IPHONE user out there!! WATSAPPS-ing.. OKOK?? LOLs....

seriously waiting for 5.30pm to come!! its FRIDAY!! LOLS..

its Sunday again!!

2010-11-14T11:15:00.003+08:00

HELLO

wondering does people view my blog..

wondering what i would want to share..

life seems normal to me..

work work and work..

waiting for the news for the UNI intake..

hope i can be selected..

i am back~!!!!

2010-11-13T11:05:00.003+08:00

finally i am back!!~~!!!

went to HONG KONG and GUANGZHOU.. FOR 6 DAYS.. REALLY HAD FUN IN SHOPPING!!

seriously i felt that i should stay there forever..

love the shopping buys totally!!!!

went to HK 1 day.. went shopping + dim Sum-ing + salon.

went to perm my hair.. its was nice.. exactly the feel i want.. My hair styler TONI was right!! if you want to be pretty.. you must work for it..!!

he was good!! so you people should also go there someday...

opps.. forget to mention.. the SALON is called!! HAIR PRINCESS @ MONGKOK!!

but its time to face the reality ! that i am in singapore..

its time to work work and work..

but i will definately go HK & GZ for shopping a few months later.. hahahahhaha

MY SHOPPING BUYS

actually i didnt buy much clothes there as most of them were long sleves and i wont have a chance to wear in when i am in SINGAPORE because it is damn HOT HOT HOT here!!

brought about 10 bags in GZ.. serious love the bag to the MAXXXX!!

brought different colour of CARDI in HK!! is was cheap cheap cheap +++ nice nice nice...

seriously!!

i will visit HK & GZ in the near future!!

me me me!!

2010-10-16T22:44:00.005+08:00

HIHIHIHI.. its really been a while..about 500 years i didnt blog.. (LOL)

been busy with work..

life for me now is work work work..

family family..

dear dear..

nothing much different..

i am been thinking should i study full time or part time..

theere a new UNIVERSITY open in SINGAPORE named: SINGAPORE UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY..

i am thinking should i try anot..

dunno lah..

see how loh..

now the very first thing is to save up my money..

cause i need to save up for MY UNI fees..

going to HK/GZ in two weeks time..

hope that the day will arrive faster..

casue I WANT TO SHOP!!!!!

tomorrow meeting my dearest BINGLIAN.. YILING for my Colleague Jeslyn Baby SHower..

we are still thinking what should we buy..

DADA.. this is the new spects i brought last week.. look like NERD right??

beside me is my stupid sister XUEPING.. she accompany me go take my spects and then suddenly decide to do a new spects that look like mine..

haha..

i can only say..

she is really my sister..LOL..

went to watch THE CHILD EYE 3D today with my sisters!!

i dun quite like the ending.. very lame..

but there is really some parts (3D effect) that scare the hell out of me..

considering should i go Thailand Again anot..

LOL..

Movies Rating: 6/10

i think that it is a soso movie..

Recently really into American Drama..

IN LOVE with

THE VAMPIRE DARIES

DROP DEAD DIVA

LIE TO ME..

ok.. i think i should stop..

feel like going to sleep already..

take care friend=)

loves

SHIRLEY

RECENT

2010-09-03T23:13:00.007+08:00

mummy me and m younger sis!!

do we look alike!!??

This pic is taken on my dad birthday!!

we had fun that day!!

daddy with me and my younger sister xue ping!!

SHOPPING BUYS

MY FAVOURITE VIVI AND MINA MAGAZINE..

LENA IS SUPER SUPER PRETTY!!

LOVE THE CONTEXT!!

TO THE MAX~

here is some of my shopping buys !!

brought the sleeping mask and masacra from THE FACE SHOP!! it nice!!

brought 3 eye shadows, i frm ETUDE , the other from ELIANO..

and my super buy the poker dots purse from JOHN LITTLE!!

emotional

2010-08-20T07:49:00.002+08:00

i still fell that i am not important to you at all..

are we going to stay like this forever..

why dont you call me..

why you can just disapperar like that..

why dun you take the initiative..

why why why..

i am really tired..

feeling super pointless...

♥.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEMEMEMEMEMME♥.

2010-08-18T07:42:00.004+08:00

♥.FIRSTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEM!!!!!♥.

22 liao.. old liao.. spend my birthday night with my dearest ahma and angeline.. LOVES..

went to CCK for dinner after work..

cant decide on what to eat..

end up eat NEW YORK NEW YORK..

things and food were nice..

we had great fun!!!!

loves the ice cream to the max,, will upload picture when i go home..

ahma is sososo good.!!! LOBANG me go home also.. hehehe

thank you ahma!!! love ya..

i wish i have a brithday cake.. LOL.. hahahahaha

motivation for this year!!:

1) WORK HARD and PLAY HARD!!

2) WISH I CAN BE SLIMER!! COX I WANNA WEAR BIKINI FOR SUNTAN!!! ]=

3) WISH I AM BE HAPPY ALWAYS!!!

4) I WANNA GO HK/TW/KR!!!!! FOR SHOPPING!!!

5) WISH THAT ME/MY FAMILY CAN STRIKE TOTO!! HAHA!!

WANNA THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE FACEBOOK WISHES!! LOVE IT TO THE MAX!

that all for the day, i wanna start work liao!!!

bye bye

muacks!!♥.

the broke up

2010-08-14T21:18:00.004+08:00

had a really tough week.. working is stress.. especially without my shifu(yiling).. she is a nice person..

found that i make tons of careless mistake on work.. but i will improve on it.. i promise!!

had OT today, we were changing seats in office, i am siting outside which i dun like because my colleague will know i am FB-ing.. haha

but i have fun at work although it is stress.. but i wish i can continue...

wish me luck ok..

my love life is miserable.. i finally broke up with him.. i know this is the right decision for all of us..

however deeply in my heart i still miss him sosososo much..

i am always thinking if he call me, tell me that he is sorry , i will forgive him..

but no.. i called him yesterday.. he say he is busy and tired working, dint have time to sms me. I am sad. super sad, although i know that he doesn't treat me the same before but i am still hurt, sometime i wonder what did i do wrong, what have i done, is it because our honeymoon love love period have gone or he doesn't love me anymore(sick and tired of me)..

I called him yesterday, he says he is tired and do not want to talk about the topic now, i ask him even i mentioned about break up he still dont take the initiative to contact me or to pacify me, this is why i am so hurt. I really feel that this is the end!!

he said many hurtful words to me yesterday, i cried.. but what can i do, now i only can let go, so what i really love him.. so what we thought that we are the right one.. but still things changed..

i found out that he really doesnt treasure me that much, love me that much, i dunno.. i just feel insecure.. i always ask him.. do he love me.. i just want him to say he love me and miss me, is that so difficult, but what did i get in return, NOTHING!! all he say is that i am annoying.. DO YOU ALL KNOW HOW HURT IS THAT..

all of my friend doesnt want me to be with him.. but i still love him so much.. what can i do..

I KNEW I SHOULD MOVE ON..

I WILL MISS YOU..

AND I STILL LOVE YOU..

LET TIME HEALS THE WOUND ON ME..

I BELIEVE I WILL BE FINE..

TAKE CARE..MY BF JUNMING!!

2010-08-10T07:40:00.001+08:00

relationship end on 8/8 2010.

nothing seems impt to me anymore..

i knew that it is the right decision..

this week report

2010-07-22T13:59:00.002+08:00

Been busy with interview recently..

Finding job is still in process!!~~

Movie with KaiYang Yesterday we watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice, Its nice both of us judge it as about 7/10.. haha

Thanks to KaiYang for his treat !! ♥loves

Found that my English is getting weaker and weaker, need to improve it..

i told my boyfriend about this, he say maybe is bcoz i stay in china for too long therefore getting weaker..

Really Hope that i can find a job that i like..

but i totally have no idea of what kinds of jobs do i want, what course to study in UNI..

i am kind of lost in my own world!!

but its time for me to diet and actively looking for job!!

i know u guys sure will support me right??

♥with loves ♥

ramdom picture cum shopping buys for the past 1 week..

2010-07-15T13:48:00.004+08:00

DADA... let me present my dearest ah bee girl!! hehe.. pretty hor..

new shopping buys when john little sales. LOL

ZA sun block is good!!

SANA moisture is also good..

DHC acne whitening gel is super good!!

MY earing .. nice??

Hair mask, and some new cosmetics buys.. mostl from etude house..

MALAYSIA etude house is more cheap compare to singapore..

My Lovest : AVENE Products

Ring and hair assescories.. =)

I love my owl ring.. super nice!!

ramdoms

2010-07-01T12:23:00.003+08:00

❤ MY SHOE COLLECTIONS ❤

❤ PRECIOUS MOMENTS ❤

this is the last picture we took before i came back singapore..

we went to eat korean BBQ food!!

Loved the way we take pictures together..

i miss him.. wanted to hug him so much..

but..

i am back in the reality

need to find a job and work..

i have no time to think about others emotional thing

i need to be more mature..

i must work hard for my future..

xue li.. jiayou!! ❤

2010-07-01T12:13:00.002+08:00

i am back in sin..

sick with fever cough and flu.. i word to describe.. sian..

got this strong feeling.. weather i am in SIN or not..

it is the same as nobody cares.. felt that i have no friends here..

i am so sian.. tired...

2010-06-18T10:33:00.001+08:00

I am going back to singapore real soon..
gonna faced all the difficulties real soon..

felt that i have no friends.. *SAD*

why things cant stay the same??

new shopping buys!!=)

2010-06-04T17:05:00.008+08:00

these are the new shopping buys i brought in china.. LOL.. and i am continuing buying more stufffs!! hehe=)

Ramdom things

2010-05-31T12:46:00.002+08:00

Haha.. this is just some of my accessories that i brought in CHINA, found that i am in love in black ribbon!! wee...~

This is the trail sample of DHC products.. and my new lip balm and the body shop blemish spot cream.. The DHC olive oil is really good!!

this is some of my skin care product!! got sun block, moisturizer , toner, Avene thermal water , Victoria Secret body spray, Lanvin Perfume, Sleeping Mask, Facial Wash and many more..

There is 3 hand cream, the rose and the olive is better.. hehe.. johnson baby lotion is for body. LOL.. the chili is the bath salt, can slim down, i use it twice a week..

Some of my Cosmetics.. found that all of my cosmetics are FASIO LOL.. brought new Shills BB Cream.. LOVED!!

MG Mask are good and famous is china, each piece is about 10RMB , all of the mask i brought from waston in china expect the shills mask.. it is a free gift.. hehe

comming up.. bags collections...

=(

2010-05-28T11:00:00.003+08:00

feeling really down recently, keep crying and crying..

Can i ask you all a question, what would you do if you found out that your boyfriend doesnt love you anymore?

What would you do, if you realise that all these happy moments is all fake..
what would you do, if you realise that somemore you love is talking to other girls online intimately ?

I am lost... Please answer my question my dear friends..

i really dont know am i able to endure all the hardship and torture i am going to face when i am back..

should i just give and take?
should i give another chance?

i felt so lost here..
i miss my friends.. my family..

i am so alone here..

Guangzhou to Beijing

2010-05-10T18:29:00.005+08:00

many things to blog.. many thing to say..

many things happen to me lately.. dunno where should i start on..

went to guangzhou on 29/04 because i get the date wrongly, doreen they all flight is on 30/04, sos i go there alone..

meet doreen alone at guangzhou , as ling and his boyfriend wont able to come because of their passport, really sorry about that..

in guangzhou been shopping and shopping and indeed doreen loves to shop because she seems not tires walking more than 10 hours. really hope she had fun in Guangzhou buying things.

Wanna say sorry to her as i cant accompany and sent her to the airport as i got to leave guangzhou on the 03/05 and she is leaving on the 04/05, really hope she wont be mad at me.. i am sorry dear!!...

Guangzhou is really a god place for shopping..

On the 03/05 , i took a train, the first time in my life a train and the duration from Guangzhou to Beijing is 21 hours.. we brought a hard sleeper which cost about 470RMB/person, its quite nice, although the toilet is a little dirty.. but still acceptable..

Beijing is getting hotter and hotter...

Sometimes i really felt i am the most happiest person in the world that i met my bf he really treat me so so so good!!.. i wanna cherish him..

i need to grow up...

anyway my SMU application was rejected, and i am intending to become a full time NIE teacher or study Unisim, i am still considering.. but i wanna be with my bf...

i really need help and advice.. kind of lost..

back in SINGAPORE

2010-04-20T13:34:00.004+08:00

I am back in SINGAPORE to attend my Grandpa Funeral

Wanna tell ya all a super bad news..

I flunk my Interview in SIT..

Feeling damn sad now..

Worried about my intake for UNI.

Questioning myself about what course should i take up..

i am mentally tired!!

please help!!

My life in Beijing part 1.1

2010-04-04T18:47:00.004+08:00

My new bag!! nice right!!

Totally engross into the gold studs trends!!!

hehe.. this is the photo we have just taken in the afternonn lol.. hehe

when to the exhibition in beijing.. lots of people there.. cramp!! sianx..

wodering should i continue study.. advice please!!

going to submit my UNI application latest by tomorrow.. if not.. not other choice le..

I think this is the first time im posting our photo online.. hehe..*SHY*

been spending alot of money latley.. brought alot of stuff on TAOBAO..

brought alot of clothes, accessories and bag!!

*thanks to my bf cause i am spending his money!!*

Recently keep quarrel with him.. sometimes i really think that i am too naive and you know kind of stupid cause i know that my BF needs to work, but i still wish that he could accompany me more.. i am here all alone.. no friends.. no relatives.. nothing here.. all i have is HIM..

People should i go back singaopore??

DO you guys miss me??

a question i am asking myself.. cause i feel that even i am in singapore there isnt anybody meeting me out!!

LOL..

come the end of my post..

thanks for reading uh!!..

miss you!!

unknown feelings

2010-03-22T14:57:00.004+08:00

This is the new wallet i brought online!! nice right!! love it!! =)

hehe, this doll is call stupid in english, 笨笨 in chinese, it is a 1.3M tall doll.. its my valentine day present from my dearest bf.. Although there isnt any surprise, but i still like it!! =)

the small 笨笨, its my Christmas present, haha.. =)

i know, it have been ages since i last blog.. jus wanna say sorry to my dear readers..

promise will update my blog more often..

Now: Location, Beijing

For the people who are curious why i am not in singapore, it is because, i am here to accompany my BF.

Finally got my final result for my final semester, i got a A for the internship!! WOW!! the first in my life there is a 4.00 GPA!! hahaha.. i wanna apply university!! but my cumulative GPA is not good enough, super regret why i didnt study well in the first few semester!!

I wanna study uni, intend to study SIM, the course is call Bachelor of Science with Honors in International Business, or Business Management, or information system management.

but it is too expensive.. it need $39,000 for a 3 year program,excluding all the GST and some miscellaneous fees, i totally dun have money to pay, discuss with my parents about this, my dad told me that once i got my result then i go apply if approve they will help me solve my uni school fees problem.

Xue Yun, my second sister told me to study part time, then i can pay my school fees myself, need not add burden to my parents, but i wanna study full time!! Sigh

I know a newly open uni call SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY, its have MOE subsidy and tuition grant, i thinking of studying this but, i only can choose 2 course, which is University of Nevada, Las Vegas : Bachelor of Science in Hotel Administration and DigiPen Institute of Technology: Bachelor of Science in Real-Time Interactive Simulation / Game

Design. I intend to choose the 2nd 1 which is bachelor of science in real time interactive simulation, although i dunno what is this course about but i know that i am eligible to enter it!!

I am confused!! ADvice please!!!

my last picture taken with my dear ah bee girl, i know its blur.. please pardon me!! LOL

On the third or fourth day i reach Beijing, its snow again, this is the picture i taken during the snow, i tell u.. its damn COLD!!!

And on last Saturday, there is Sand duststrom, for those who dunno in chinese its call 沙尘暴, when i wake up in the morning, i found that the sky is yellowish , quite scary.!!

trouble

2010-02-12T20:51:00.004+08:00

troubled.. troubled and troubled...

i wanna study uni.. and get a degree.. but i dun have money.. sianx..

been wondering what should i do once i graduate from poly... 2 choices..

stay in SG and work.. and another is go to china and work..

feeling weird why i wanna go china??

it is because i have a china BF lol.. hahahha.. YES not a ang moh.. but a chi-na..

haix.. people and relatives been questioning me why i wanna have a china bf..

my answer is .. i also dunno.. jus i feel that he treat me really well..

haix.. i really dunno what to do... my bf been telling me to go china and work. so we can be together but.. if i go china.. will there be employers hiring a foreigners?.. cause it is sosos troublesome..aiya.. i really dunno lah..

haha.. yes.. this is my ah bee girl.. isnt she cute.. lol

wanna wish all of you a happy valentine day!! + happy chinese new year!!

I am back!! [=

2010-02-08T10:06:00.004+08:00

yesterday met kaiyang in Somerset!! and he is late for 50 mins LOL... *ANGRY*

wanna thanks him for his treat hehe. i love the strawberry heaven waffles, the Mushroom Pork lion and the Starbucks Java Chip.. hehe.. I love it.. =)

Hey guys, wanna tell ya all that i am back in SINGAPORE!!

sometimes i think, what is my purpose in life? Some how now i am quote lost in my life..

been thinking always what will i do once i graduate from Ngee Ann,

and the answer is it is not fixed and i haven think of it!!

Been meeting my dearest sista Ling Ling and Doreen once i reach SINGAPORE!!..

meet them for dinner at the dearest CWP.. LOL.. and this is what doreen sms me!!

<< Ah li ar.. Cya later at Cwp bread talk Ya.. Not Bread cry.. not Bread shout, is Bread talk ya.. Ur house there can take bus, 912, 913, 903, 178, 950, 911 to CWP.. dont that the wrong bus!! >>

continue with..

<< once you reach interchange, go to any nearest staircase/ escalator.. Go up.. U will be somewhere in the middle of no where.. I congrats U! U have lost ur way.. HAHAHHAH >>

This is what doreen sms me once i reach sg.. LOL.. she thought that i have been away from SINGAPORE about 10 years LOL..

Miss the days we were together in the secondary school life..

been very trouble about my future dunno what should i do..

Somehow.. i feel that singapore did change alot from the last 6 months that i am not here.. haha.. i seems like a singaporean tourist LOL.. haha..

sometimes really felt that i am useless in everything.. i knew i should stay confident but somehow i dun have the courage to be confident.. i always felt that it is not the same anymore.. things will always been changing and no one will wait for u..

conclusion..

i am lost and i am back in SG!!

i am sosos

2009-12-29T08:52:00.001+08:00

Ramdom things in Beijing

2009-12-25T12:05:00.002+08:00

Been working in beijing for about 4 months, feel that working is damn tired and the work here isnt come out the same way as i think. Felt really tired and shack, didnt have enough sleep, stress, report, all this burden is making me more and more tired.

Beijing today is -12 degrees, and this is not the worst, the worst is that i am having flu and fever, been always thinking did i do the right thing of coming to beijing for this internship.. sometimes i think if i didnt come to beijing what should i turn out now? doing FYP in school? slacking in school.. meeting out with doreen and others friends. Now i am in Beijing with my BF but i do not have any friends around me, i really need to give up things for another things.

My head hurts now!!! feeling soos dizzy now and i do not know what should i do.. tired tired and tired!!

feelings

2009-12-09T14:33:00.005+08:00

Doreen brithday i am not in singapore to celebrate with her, but i at here wanna wish her all the best.. want her to stay happy always, every birthday i always will do a birthday card for her.. now i have do a electronic birthday card .. hope she likes it!! =)

been ages since i last post.. very sian lately.. BJ very cold.. cold till wanna die sian.. work also sian dunno how to do.. gonna grad soon le.. very lost dunno should i stay Uni or just go Work, if go work is come china work or stay at Singapore.. just now call my sister , she is at my grandma house, my auntie also at there, just now overheard them saying about me, suddenly feel very bad, feel very down.. i just dunno why there isn't anyone supporting me.. i really very sian liao..

Me and my bf also.. i dunno i still should stay wid him anot.. i have this feeling when i go back sin we wont be together i must make a choice, as if i stay at SIN and work i wont have time to come and meet him already, he keep telling me to go BJ and work but i somehow feel that if i come here work i also dunno i can work wat.. haix.. what should i do.. i am really lost..

i dunno why.. my feeling now is damn bad.. should i listen to my auntie and break with my bf and hopefully find a stable job in SIN and work work work.. i really dunno.. i dunno what i want, i need advice.. i need someone to talk to.. but there isn't anyone here.. i am soso alone..

happy thought for my dearest friend!!

2009-10-30T08:57:00.004+08:00

what the hell.. for the pass few days i am having gastric pain and diahrreoa and the doctor here seems.. CMI!!.. so i have 4 days MC and todae i didnt go to work again... therefore i didint go to work for the whole week.. my stomach is deeply in pain!!!!

been in work for about 2 months.. 1 words to describe = SIAN!!! haix.. everyday SEO SEO.. i really sick and tired of it.. some time.. i really feel like giving up.. jus go back to SIN an that it..but i know i cannot.. i mus endure. endure and endure..

recieve a good news in facebook.. my dearest friend XIAOBAI is pregnant!! with a TWINS!!! and both is BOY!! so lucky!!! so happy for her.. xiaobai is my secondary sch friend..been quite long didint talk to her as u know..i am so far away.. but what i feel good about her is that.. everytime when i am down or what.. there sure be greeting from here.. there is alot of time.. when i am super down.. she always accompany talk.. she is really a good friend to me..!!! now.. she is pregnant!! i am really happy for her!!!.. rememeber when we were still in secondary school.. we often will say.. who among the 6 of us will first mlarried.. haha.. we often guess.. xiaobai and ling ling.. haha.. now we are right!!..

Xiaobai!! although i am not in singapore.. but i really wanna wish congrats you!!!.. Mus take good care of urself ok??

sometimes i ask myself.. what thing do i want.. i found that i dunno.. haix.. forget about me.. hope my dear friend stay happy!!!

Beijing ramdoms

2009-10-22T16:07:00.003+08:00

hello everybody! been years since i post as CHINA has block facebook, blogger, twitter and alot of social community website. You must be curious right, why am i online and blogging now..hahaha.. its because i download a superb software.. a free VPN.. for those who learn networking or computer should know VPN is what..haha..

How my life here..

actually nothing much as i am kind of totally broke here..haha spend most of my money for daily necessaties.. now is only waiting for my pay day!! HAHAHAHA..

How my work here..

kind of boring.. really..found out that working sucks to the max..haha..everyday is like boring boring and boring..haix..i somehow.. miss my family and friends in SINGAPORE!!

haha.. i will try to update what happening in me in these few days.. picture will try to upload..!!!

Beijing is getting colder and colder...maybe i will be seeing snow this year..haha..first time in my life..hope you guys miss me in singapore..

nah..that what i wanna say.. good luck guys.. bye bye =)

2009-10-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

everybody has change, i really dun wish to continue anymore!

2009-10-10T09:03:00.002+08:00

Fuck lahx.. everything also my fault..
Everything lahx!!!!!
i always fucker lahx..CB!!!!

2009-10-05T21:21:00.001+08:00

things are not the same anymore!!

2009-09-04T11:35:00.001+08:00

2009-08-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

my blogger got problem sia!!!!!

2009-08-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

What is a Friend?

A friend is the one who can be there for you and give u advice

I dont have

What is a BoyFriend

A boyfriend is someone who are concern and love you and be there nomatter what happens

I also Dont have it

Now

I have nothing left

NObody Understand
NOboday Cares
Nobody knows

Piano!

2009-08-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

hmm.... listening to 陳奕迅於心有愧... feel that the lyrics was so meaningfull as well as the vocal part..
went to youtube and saw someone playing the paino...it let me think of him.. my HK friend... when he play paino at night and i jus simply sit down relax and listen.. i fround that he is really very attractive.. jus simply relax and enjoy the piano sound that is surrounding .. the atmosphere is really damn good!!! i miss the days...!!

Suddenly..realise that i really like people who know how to play piano..hahah...i like the sentimental of it.. i dunno how to explain..but i realise i miss him alot.. miss eating food with him.. miss listening to him playing piano for me ...

but i know.. its all impossible now..
everything has to stop...
it is jus a dream..
i need to be back to reality..

but...

i realise...
i really miss the moment when he play paino jus for me ...

its really a incredible experience..

i believe i wont forget it..

2009-08-08T12:46:00.002+08:00

I WANT THIS VICTORIA SECRET BAG FOR MY PRESENT!!!!!!

this is SOSOSOOSOSOOSO nice!!!

Ramdoms

2009-08-05T17:40:00.000+08:00

when i read others blog... i often feel th why my life isnt as adventurous as they...
Why my life isnt that colourful... is it that my way of interacting with people has problem?
or ? they simply dont like me? but why?? did i owe them money? am i that arrogant or am i that CB??

People?? is it my problem...???

Suddenly realise something

2008 MID May --> HONG KONG
2008 MID Sept --> BEIJING
2008 MID December --> GUANGZHOU
2009 MID March --> HONG KONG
2009 EARLY April --> BEIJING
2009 MID JUNE --> BEIJING

Planning for 2009 Sept

2009 EARLY Sept--> HONG KONG
2009 MID Sept --> Attachment @ BEIJING

Suddenly realise i seems so rich !!! LOL

2009-08-03T10:23:00.000+08:00

NOBODY know

NOBODY understand

NOBODY cares

2009-07-28T09:39:00.002+08:00

these few days is kena de sian de lo...everything seems not right.. its seems that everything i do IS wrong!!!! why like that.. its like keep kena scold by others.. i very sian de lo.. den not happy also cannot say out.. its seems like its my fault.. my fault..

exam is around the corner... i feel so stress.. i dunno my DMA will pass aanot.. i dunno my EAS can pass anot!!!

i found that every one is leaving me!! its like sick and tired of me .. its like its really my fault... maybe i should jus disappear.. i know even if i disappear no body will know!!!

Birthday invitaion!!!

2009-07-27T13:14:00.002+08:00

HIHIHIHIIH!!! MY friends!!!..

do take note of my 21st birthday party!!!!!!

hope to see ya all!!!!!

Date: 16 August 2009

Location: Blk 25 Marsiling Drive

Time: 6pm-11pm (latest)

Recently!!!

2009-07-18T12:27:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!... i know i stupid... but i still very happy as i finally pass my DISCRETE MATHS & ALGORITHM in my common test!!!!.. i super happy!!!!!!!hahahahhahahahhaahahha... i really hope that i also can pass in the end of year!!!

TOH XUE LI!!!!.....JIAYOU!!!
MY DEAREST ah bee girl!!! playing with my gomu gomu... wake mu up early in the morning..!!!

hahahah.. nice korean cuisine...!!! went to have lunch with HANJUN last friday.. we went to eat korean cuisine in Beauty World..each person is only about $11.. cheap right!!!! the food is nice nice...

心理學-莫非定律

2009-07-10T21:10:00.003+08:00

心理學-莫非定律

一、別試圖教豬唱歌，這樣不但不會有結果，還會惹豬不高興!

二、別跟傻瓜吵架，不然旁人會搞不清楚，到底誰是傻瓜!

三、不要以為自已很重要，因為沒有你，太陽明天還是一樣從東方升上來!

●開宗明義

莫非定律；凡事只要有可能出錯，那就一定會出錯。

莫非哲學；笑一笑，明天未必比今天好。

莫非準則；好看的未必好用。

●開始

好的開始，未必就有好結果。

壞的開始，結果往往會更糟。

●人

你若幫助了一個急需用錢的朋友，他一定會記得你─( 在他下次急需用錢的時候。)

●領導人

愚人居高位，正如一個人置身山頂，他會小看每個人。

每個人也會小看他。

●智愚之間

有能力的──讓他做。

沒能力的──教他做。

做不來的──管理他。

●愛情

你愛上的人，總以為你愛上他是因為；他使你想起你的老情人。

你最後硬著頭皮寄出的情書；寄達對方的時間有多長，你反悔的時間就有多長。

●早到與晚到

你早到了，會議卻取消。

你準時到，卻還要等。

遲到，就是遲了。

●品質保證

一種產品保證60天不會故障，等於保證第61天一定就會壞掉

●東西

東西久久都派不上用場，就可以丟掉。

東西一丟掉，往往就必須要用它。

●尋找失物

你丟掉東西時，最先去找的地方，往往也是可能找到的最後一個地方。

你往往會找到不是你正想找的東西。

●精彩

你出去買爆米花的時候，銀幕上偏偏就出現了精彩鏡頭。

●排隊

另一排總是動的比較快。

你換到另一排，你原來站的那一排，就開始動的比較快了。

你站的越久，越有可能是站錯了排。

●失事報導

失事的地點越遠，傷亡的人數就得越多，否則寫不成一則故事。

●攜伴出遊

你攜伴出遊，越不想讓人看見，越會遇見熟人。

●相對論

一分鐘有多長？

這要看你是蹲在廁所裡面，還是等在廁所外面。

●撥錯電話號碼

撥錯電話號碼時，總不會打不通。

●結局

有個恐怖的結局，總好過恐怖綿綿無絕期。

Past one month

2009-07-09T08:09:00.009+08:00

Hahahah... i know this a bit u know ah~~~~ hhahahhahhahahah.... but i think ok de la....we love love loh!!!!!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!! hahahahahahhaah

but my and my bf always quarrel but he always accomdate me!!! thanks DEAR!!!!

重庆鸡公煲

我的最爱！！！！水煮鱼

野菌鸡汤

鱼香肉丝

四喜丸子--红烧狮子头

茄子

孜然铁板羊肉

HAHA.. this is what i have eaten in BEIJING!!!! haha.. go there to find my attachment ..and although meet alot of obstacles..but on the last 3 days.. there is a company want me and YS!!!! although i am damn scare that i cant cope the stress and the working enviroment but i really think that is it a good change to learn.

hmm... i am thinking of studing UNIVersity.. but i dunno can i go in anot..really really regret of didnt study hard in the first few sememster..hmm..but wish my last Sem here can be good!!! BUCK up XUELI~!!!!!!

doreen!!!! best SisTA lah!!!!!

LING LING!!!

Angeline!!! pretty lah!!!

2 CHIO BU's!!!! ANGEL & LING!!!

We again!!!!

DEAR DEAR DOREEN & ME!!!!!

PIZZA!!!!!!! HAWAIIIIIIII

I DUN remember what is this!!!! LOL

I LIKE THIS CABONARA SPAGETTI!!!!

NICE FOOD!!!!! BUT a little spicy!!!

The Green tea GANG

The Italian Resturant!!!!

Cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

The Cake

HAHA... finally can upload my picture..got damn lots of picture wanna upload.. i know..my blog is growing spider webs.. i know super rusty already.. been really wondering is there really readers for my blog? hmm..... we went to celebrate my dearest sista LING LING bday on 13 june.. we went to the italian resturant @ Holland Village for our dinner haha.Above picture is the dishes and some of our stupid photo!!! LOL.. den we went to LOYANG Temple to pray..haha..den angeline de BF also com after praying we got Downtown east to talk talk.. talk damn lots of things..hahaha... miss the days with them..love u girls!!!!

After that is home sweet home time.!!!! but i went to YS house as i need to fly on 14 june 6am LOL.. den stay over @ his house cause nearer to airport also can save cab fare!!!!!! hee=)

2009-07-06T19:57:00.001+08:00

i cant upload picture!!!!!!!

2009-05-29T14:24:00.003+08:00

i am terribly SAD now!!!!!

i fail my DMA quiz..although this is expected but i am still very the sad!!!!!!!! Why my maths is like shit?? haix....recently is my sch e -learning tons of project and assignment to be done!!!!!!!

i thought i know how to do but when i saw the paper i went blank!!! how!!!! WHY AM I SOSOSOSO STUPID!!! how can i be like that in the working environment!!!!! I DUN wanna be a LOSER!!!

I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!

BGR

2009-05-13T20:13:00.002+08:00

haix... todae got feel to blog..haix..i now wanna but flight ticket to go find my bf in june..den need credit card to buy..find so many friends..but still dun have...den lastly i go find my aunt..haix...she the one who i respect..teaching me how to become better and better..i she is respect her alot alot..haix..but she is realli fierce..

that time i told her about my BF..she disagree our relationship.. den i ask her to lend her card to pay den i give her cash instead she dun wan.. she dun like me go find him..haix..i feel sad at that monent..although i know she will give me this kind of reaction..haix..but i still feel sad..that out relationship has no blessing.. she think why i go find weird weird de bf..haha not singaporean somemore..haix..den at that point..i really intending to listen to her..and break with my bf..but.. when i meet my bf again..i found that..he realli treat me damn good..although sometime always give empty promises..but i know he is true to me..he is that person like he got $100 he will give me $90.. left $10 onli for himself..

my boyfriend..not handsome..not tall..skinny somemore.. one glance..he is not the one i will like..not my cup of tea.. but i can onli say he treat me super good..haha..he even help me wash clothes before..with him..i need not think of all the problem i have to face in singapore.. that is the reason why i am with him..haix..

maybe is i dun realli wanna settle down now..haha..my heart is not at peace..still wanna play have fun outside..i always felt that i am still young.. alot of thing i haven even try before..therefore i dun wanna settle down..haix..but its like..i need to settle down already right..haix..

me and this BF..my family members seems not really bother about it..haix..sometimes..i realli dunno how to do and what should i do..i realli need someone to guide me..Z!!!!!!!

2009-05-08T18:30:00.002+08:00

haha..me here to blog again..haha..hmm..todae is fridae went to sch for MT todae..super sian de lo..actualli dun wish to go de ..maybe is because of the rain..no mood la..but i still got go..haha..todae my kor kor come back home for probation..mummy and auntie veri busy cooking food for kor kor..its seems realli like a family..hahaa..funny hor...dunno since when my family hardly look like a family..haix.. has plan alot of thing to do on the weekends..thinking of doing my project and all those school work..but i still dunno will i have the mood to do..haha..sometimes..i realli wish that i will be better..in the sense like..studies..family..relationship..haha..

been thinking that my BF and I wil last anot..haix..i dunno la..so trouble..sometimes i jus wish i can jus fun away..run away from everything..haha..cox the reality world it not the same as what i usually think..friends seems busy with their own things and i should not bother them right..haix..sososo broke..no money no life..no work..haix..nvm i should now study hard..haha..i realli hope that i can go find my bf this comming june..but maybe because of the swine flu..i cannot...haix..dunno la..jus feel that everything in my life is in a mess

blah blah blah

2009-05-07T09:01:00.002+08:00

finally met doreen when i come back from china..haha..as usual we went to ate our favourite food shui zhu yu...haha...den we went to bugis walk walk..haha.. really miss the days that we always mixd together..cox i know that when ppl grown up..thinking and concepts are not the same..but i still LOVE you DOREEN!!!=]
ok let me blog now...haha .. now having MT lesson..such a boring lesson..wanna die soon...my family is in a mess now..alot of thing and alot of people is not happy with each others..sometimes.i jus wish that i simply run away form my house and dont come back..but i know..i cant..haix...my bro is under probation..den my house cannot use wireless haix...its realli veri the ma fan..the only thing i can do at home is to use net..but now..i cant ..hiax..i realli dunno how..no money no everything..maybe i realli should go and work..althoigh i know i cant..hiax...i feel lke something or sometimes no matter how hard i work for it..it wont be the same result i wish for..haix..maybe i should go and work.but i dun wish to..i know that if no work = no money..but what can i do..??haix..year 3 de module is getting more and more difficult..den how ar?haix...i sososos sian..life no more color...!!!!
curry mee
went to malaysia last week with mum and my auntie..haha..went to the big big jusco call what terabu i think so..haha..so tired yet wanna go shop shop..haha..dunno i wat sia..haahahaha..but in the end didint brought much thing back..haha..but i found that JB things as compared to china..is more expensive..haha=)..

sometimes i dun like my auntie and all other relative ask about my BF cox they like not agree haix..sosososo trouble!!!

1st day of sch

2009-04-20T17:37:00.004+08:00

HIHI!!!

here time to me to blog..jus finish sch jus now..haha..its the 1st day of sch and i am finally Year3..its like quite funny..and its like been like so fast that i left 1 more year to finish my Diploma..

Now been realli confused of what should i do next.. thinking of studying University but i scare that my GPA is too low they wouldnt want me..haix..sosososo TROUBLE!!! >..

Been thinking always that i should not jus end my life like that..sometimes i realli think that i need some colours in my life..but there isnt any..haix...sometimes i jus wanna do things that wil make ppl stunt..hahah..

ok..i m NOW JOBLESS!! no job=no food/no shopping/no spending..my allowence onli jus nice for me if i spent money realli carefully..so..i mus spent it carefully..haix...but i reallli dun wish to work now..i jus wish to study hard veri hard and pull my GPA up..haix...realli hope i can..sosoos help me jia you ok.. haha.. ok..

been veri irritated by 1 guy friend of mine..he keep calling and calling me sayin that he wanna chat wid me on the phone..which i dun wan him to call and dun wish to talk to him..but he jus call lo..realli piss off by him..now i scare to switch always on silent mode..so scare he call me again..i got tell him..tel him that i dun wish to contact him anymore..but he sae dun wan.. what the hell ..its realli making me veri the pissed off...haix..hope he jus dun contact me anymore!!

hong kong pictures

2009-04-17T11:59:00.015+08:00

feeling 1.1

2009-03-26T14:52:00.004+08:00

hmm... it me to blog again..now i am in hong kong with angeline..tell ya all a veri good news..i pass all of my module...it like a veri happy de thing...when i am in hong kong..its like not the same anymore..as i am alone in here..hmm...been alot of things to sae..but it seems that when i wanna type it like i dunno how to explain the feelings i have now..hmm...

OK let me talk about the trip wid angel in hong kong..haha..hmm..we spent superb more den we expected..haha..brought alot of clothes for my dearest ah bee girl..haha...haha..i will take photo for wat i buy..haha..we den update the photo..

meet my hong kong friend when we were here..it like a weird feeling..haha..but they all are veri good as they got treat us eat dinner..haha..a friend of mine even allow us to go invite us to go her house and play Wii.haha..as she knew that we dont have much money left.. she is the person which i found that we are the same type of person.. which is we both need others accompany..after her accompany as a tour guide of serveral days.. i found that he can be a confident person.. i know u will be reading my post..i jus wanna tell ya.. that i miss the days we had when we were in hong kong..miss ah meow too...ahahhahaha..miss u playing piano for me..haha..this is indeed a incredible experience as it not jus allow me to stay hong kong as a yourist..its feel like when i am in hong kong i am not a tourist but a hong kong person..i really miss the days we had..and i wil never ever forget the days..
this is the word i wanna tell him..

Belive in yourself..give yourself more confident..as i always says..i believe there is alot of people envy of your talent..and i realli love u playing piano..haha..thanks for the days u let us had..i miss u..!!and lastly..i wanna tell ya..i believe u..u can be the person u always wanted to be..=)

Now i have left hong kong..and went to another place...BEIJING..he seems like it is not the same beijing i have came last october..it has change..bt as usual.. damn lot of people rushing on the bus..and it like damn lot of people..and the weather is freaking cold!!!!!!! i think there is 5 degree..like shit right..and i went to bath den got fever..wat sia..haix..hope i can fast fast go back singapore..i miss my mama..and my beloved ah bee girl..haha..hope the clothes i brought for her can wear..hahahahha..hmm...but after all....

i realise..i reallli like hong kong more than other country..haha..i like e people speaking cantonese..like the food..like alot of thing there..i wish my attachment can be at hong kong..haha..but i know it is not possible..hahahahha..but i still like or can even sae love hong kong..hahahah..i wish to marry a hong kong person..hahahahahhaha... ok la..let he post this..will den update the photo when i am back to singapore..

people do tag on my chatbox!!!!!..

2009-03-12T22:30:00.003+08:00

aha..here to update again...been wondering..will there really be someone who will continue view my blog...hmm..sometimes think that i am jus a 无名小卒 which has no stand and its seems that it isnt important... Sometime also feel that a person is realli a individual object..hmm...sometimes think what is the reason for human to live...

here come a saying..which i heard from my friend..which i realli think its true..it sae that u need to reveal yourself before reveal others.. u need to be yourself before other can present themselves to you...which i realli think that its true..

That a question that i always ask myself...What i want..sometimes..i realli dunno what i really wants..been hurt by so many relationship..is nt that i dunno that some of the problem is withtin me..but i jus wish to continue by like this..but i found that..its realli need 2 hands to clap..i found that there isnt anyone can stand my temper..

WHen my boyfriend dun accompany me..i will always find fault in him..actually i do know that he love me..but i jus 不爽 jus simply piss off by his acting ignorant..is not like i dunno he dunno what i wan but its like when even i say the things i wan out loudly..he will still continue doing the same mistake..SOmetime i ask myself..Is it my fault..is it i too fussy..but i jus cannot stand him to be like that..I hate empty promises..realli hate it..cox alot of ppl even my bf promise me this and that but in the end...what can i get...i onli can get EMPty promises..

i always have this kind of feeling..that 把我哄上天但又狠狠把我踢下来..i simply hate this kind og feelings..haix..sometimes i think..if one dae i really suddenly die..will there even someone who cry for me..haix...sometimes..i realli dun wan..dun wan to bother my friends..as they are all attached..even my 2 good friends..i jus dunwish to bother them..but in the end..心里最难受的还是我... i always give myself alot of excuses for me to do things..or finding excuse for me to tell myself that it is OK de..telling myslef that its fine and nothin will happen but in the end it is stilla n UNknow..but i jus simply lying to myself..My friend say de really true..I 21 years old le..should grow up le..should know how to think le.. haix..=(

love

2009-03-10T21:43:00.004+08:00

wanna blog again..

somethings has been bothering me..

LOve..what is love..i always knew that i need to find someone who love me more than i love him..but..eventually u will love that person more than u expect...

when a person wanna start to woo u..he will sae all kinds of nice words..sweet talks..and we girls will always choose to believe..but we are onli lying to ourself..cox in the end..all the promises , all the things.. was all fake...Can tell me how..tell me ..how can i trust anyone again...

sometimes..realli wanna cry out loud..wanna tell the whole that i am not OK.. but i know i cant..no matter is facing friends , or facing others..i need to be strong..even if i cry inside but i need to smile outside..haix...sometimes i realli veri trouble...

i really have no energy to try again..cox i know.. all is fake de..

tell me how to trust u again??

SIAN X

2009-03-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

hihi....its has been sometime since i blog..been so slacky recently..been thinkin of earning moneyy because i was realli broke..haix..therefore i am thinkin of going RTC to work..haix.. Yesterdae i went to RTC to work..found out there has been changin alot..alot of new faces and and its like i realli sososo long didnt go there and work liao lo..haix..yesterdae went there work also got work OT..hmm..sian de lo..cox i realli damn tired..feel lke i realli old alreadi therefore sometime realli feel damn tired..haix..maybe is i too long didnt work liao lo..

Yesterdae after OT reach home 3 plus 4am..den hhaa..been talkin to my friend..haha..talking rubbish..therefore i about 6 am den hang the calll and sleep..haha..its like funni de lo..haha..so tired le still can talk..haah..maybe i realli like the feeling of ppl accompany ba..hmm...cox its like ..i need someone to be there for me...haix...

been very trouble with my bf...feel that my feelings toward hiom has change?..i realli dunno why..i know he love me alot..but sometimes..he like..he realli dun understnad me...haix..which make me realli irritiated...why cant he show more concern for me?? now onli things in his mind was hw to earn money..but..i feel like..everything needs timing..he always sae he earn money is for me..but i feel that now he is neglecting me..which i realli dun like it lo..haix..i dunno la..been sososo trouble..sianx..recently realli feel like going out..haha..wanna go out walk walk go out play..haix..but no ppl accompany le..haix..jus wish my hk trip faster come..cox counting down 10 days le..haha.. been knowing someone who know how to play PIANO..haha..still remember last time i got tell angeline that i wan my bf to know how to play piano or should i sae i wanna find a bf who can play piano..haha..but..he sososo busy lo..been talkin to him on phone twice..but he so busy untill i also dunno is he busy anot..but he like no time to bother me,..haix.therefore i decide not to take initaitive..hahaa..cox i scare later he sae i veri FAN..haix..dunno la..but..he make me think of my EX..haix..dun wanna think anymore liao la..SIANX >..<

2009-03-05T18:24:00.002+08:00

haha...here come the post of my messy room...haha.. u c la..my table is in a great mess..haha...
my bed...haha..so big le..bedsheet still cartoon de..hahahahahhahahahahah....
recent de me..

nice right..this is that time valentine day ron they all sell de bear..so nice..! wish i have one too..haha..

haix...sosososoo boring..keep slacking at home..damn sad..haix..cox nw de HK dollar rate is like shit lo.. last year may i go is $1SGD->$5.6HKD ..Now is $1Sgd->$4.9HKD...

realli feel like dying cox i realli realli realli super super super de broke..haix..how can i haix..

alot of thing has been happening..makin me veri the sian lo..i jus dun wish to think about this now..

I wish to pass my DIGITAL ELECTRONICS AND COMPUTER!!!

「卓雪莉」测得「姓名测试」的结果如下：

2009-03-04T00:49:00.005+08:00

繁体拼音康熙笔划五行凶吉

卓 zhuo 8 火吉

雪 xue 11 水吉

莉 li 13 木吉

天格-> 9（水）人格-> 19（水）地格-> 24（火）

外格-> 14（火）总格-> 32（木）

[人格特质]：聪明、多变、隐藏。

从你名字的构架来看，你个性直率，梗直的近乎没有受过世俗的磨练。对于外界怀着纯真的信任和热烈的喜爱。你爱幻想，对于美好的事物有着追求的本能的驱动。你个性随和，懂得迎合上层人士的意思，并且能够按照上层的意思开展自己的活动。你配合度高，因此能够协同他人一起展开工作。你的适应能力很强，能够很快融入到新的环境中去。因此你往往能够在他人之前发现到可以把握的机会，超过大家预料的程度完成你的目标，完成自己生命中的三级跳。你具有非凡的吸引力，尤其对于异性的引力更是相当大的。因为你的亲和力和配合度，你能够迅速适应环境，同他人协同合作。但是你也很容易受到周边环境的影响，对于身边的人采取依赖和追随的态度。因此要注意合理的选择自己追随的对象，尽量做到近朱者赤。
　　作为女性：聪明，懂得掌握机会。非常活跃，爱表现，常有自己独特的意见，吸引大家注意。也比较独立，不喜欢听从他人的指挥

Comments: Quite True ya..>,<

[突出个性]：

※居安思危，有忧患意识，常能预测未来并且善于规避自己的行为，避免失败
※算术能力强，善于经营，有利必图，具有从商的先天资质
※张弛有度，追逐利益非常积极，并且追求目标非常坚持
※尊重上层，随和下层，有道理喜欢据理力争，不会在乎对方的等级
※善于合理避让不理想的因素，也避开失败
※聪明，反应快，学习能力强，喜欢多变动的环境，追求美好的事物，善于动脑筋将事物美化
※个性随和，爱安逸的生活，能够随遇而安，容易适应环境
※柔和，能够以柔克刚，不会强制压迫，自己的锋芒多隐藏

Comments: some of it are true=)

[人格缺点]：

※有时会坚持小利，计较心比较重，有时显得不大方
※怕失败，会在有困境时逃避
※有点保守，怕失败，小心翼翼
※怕压力，有压力的时候会消极逃避
※行动较慢，动作力和持续性较差，会有虎头蛇尾，思多行少的时候
※多借口，会为自己的过错寻找很多理由，会辩解
※爱做和事佬，有时显得没有原则
※完美度高，眼光挑剔

Comments: 100% true..i am like that..

this is a fun test i had found online..quite true ya..hah.....=)

http://51.aqioo.com/NameAugury.html

since so man ppl request.. here come the link=)

2009-03-02T13:55:00.001+08:00

我们分手了

2009-02-28T21:16:00.002+08:00

what i complicated feelings i have now...haix..sometimes really feel like havin someone there for me..but..i know i cant..i know i muz bark up..u know i cant let ppl see me down so i m doing my best to force myself to smile..

people might find me a veri talkative people ..but who in this earth know the real me.. i guess..there isnt one right.. been veri trouble about alot of things..

Friends

feel like there isnt anyone for me...the feeling is stronger and stronger..is like someone u know veri long / someone who u think u really understood or understand him/her give a big slap into ur face telling u that u and him/her is a completly different person...

sometimes i cant deny that things is changing.. change into somethings that i dun even know..

School

jus finish my exam..BIS ok..DEC GG..haix..i realli damn scare..realli realli damn scare..i dun wish to repeat module..therfore i pray hard!!!

Relationship

With him for 6 months le..some ppl sae how can a relationship last when both not meetin..haix..i dunno..sometimes i realli feel like givin up..but i know..i cant..and i dun bear to give him up...eventhough we quarrel so many times..

Slack a whole day at home..is sian de lo..nothin to do..watching and watchin TV..other than that is nothin,...SOSOSO boring..!!!!!

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

2009-02-26T23:36:00.001+08:00

Listening:
我不是你想像的那麼勇敢-梁文音

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/300302ht.htm

有時候太堅強　笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏　歌聲就唱的更響亮
直到入到心底最深處你不要追問我　
還缺了些什麼每個人都有夢　
幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己　
現在還沒有個答案
我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上
每個人都有夢　幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站
我強問我自己　
現在還沒有個答案
我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上
我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝　像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上
我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

2009-02-24T00:15:00.001+08:00

完了。。什么都完了。。

什么都没有了。。

从来没有人知道。。。

我的人感觉。。。

emo

2009-02-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

STRESS AND SAD IS THE FEELING I HAVE NOW!!!
NO BODY KNOWS..NOT EVEN HIM..

FEELIN UNWELL

2009-02-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

HAHA..nowadays.. addicted to pet society from facebook...haha..my pet cute right..wearing tube dress somemore..haha...i got 4 room...a livin room, bedroom ,playroom and a kitchen..haha...it has been since long time liao lo..that i play a game..haha..but..its realli super de cute lo...
YANSHENG!!!
things that we 2 ate..actually in the first place is me who wanted to treat yansheng de..but end up..he pay money also..LOL...><

mux let me pay ok...haha...=)

we ate 水煮鱼，鱼香肉丝，酸辣土豆丝，番茄炒蛋 and 咸菜鸭汤。。

is super nice de lo..haha...ate sosos much..thanks yansheng for accompany me..=)
behind was a background of my room..haha..messy right..and that is my pig leg..haha...ah bee girl is getting biger and biger..sososososo cute..=)

been thinking alot ..things that i cant say out to anyone..haha..got a bad news from my bf...haix...no money liao..sian..HK trip comming..no money liao sian...dunno wat to do..i think i realli need to save save and save...if not..i realli need to eat grass lo..haha=)

todae keep not feeling so well..keep wanna vomit..LOL..benji sae i pregnant..LOL..i jus finish my menses lo..dots...haha..

Our DBS teacher MR LOW WAI TUCK is going to wu han on this commin wednesdae..our classmate thinking of sendin him off..haha..wanna stay overnight at TERMINAL 3..haha..we super high right..haha..his flight was at 8 so 6 mux reach..but if i need to 6 reach there..hmm..how do i go there...i live WOODLANDS lehx..haha..the earliest 858 onli 5.25 am..den i dunno can rush there ma lo..so i suggested to ask them..to stay over at T3..haha..we super crazy hor..MR LOW is a veri nice teacher..haha..fun and competence haha..

hope in the future we still can meet good teacher like MR low , Mr Ho, Mr Tham and etc..NO like someone..dunno still act like know like tht..haix..with his teaching methods we sure repeat his module 1 lo..haix..sian sian sian...

exam is around the corner..but i m still not in the mood to study..how how how.~~~SIGH~~~

continues----

2009-02-07T00:37:00.003+08:00

有一天。。那女孩因为某些事情需要找那男的。。

但他决定找别的同事了。。

问着问着。。那女孩从别人口中知道了那男的事。。

他决定再一次打给他。。。

电话没通时。。他的心情非常紧张。。

“喂”。。。从电话中听到了那男的声音，，

那好久都没提拿到的声音。。

那他还蛮想念的声音。。

女孩装着没事。。找话题跟他说。。

原本已经知道答案的事，还是装作不知道的问了那男的一边。。

慢慢的。。。

那女的发现。。那男的对他的语气不一样了。。。

心突然的有一阵刺痛。。

这时。。她才发现。。

好像都回不去了。。。

什么都玩完了。。

haha..feel that alot of ppl think that my post is related to me ar..

haha..but u all are wrong..this is a reading i read and some scenarios heard from friend..

haha...dun worry about me..

my mood is not good because..i m sososososo stress with school work..and alot of other stupid thing...but i still will be the usual shirley de...

dun worry.. thanks guys!!!!!

i go take out all my hair extension liao..

i wanna become 秃头liao...sian...

i drop super alot alot alot of hair...!!!!!

LASTLY!!!

i wanna thanks YANSHENG for treating me eat the steak form MAD JACK..

thanks ya.. i will den treat ya back again...MUX LET me pay money ar..haha=)

其实。。心里有很多话很想对人说。。。

很都感觉想找人诉苦。。

但是。。

又有谁在我的身边呢。。。

我发现人真的是个独立体。。

故事后续。。

2009-02-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

故事后续。。

有一天。。那女孩突然很想那男孩。。

原本以为不想在里那男孩的。。

他决定发条简讯给他。。

但。。回来的并不是他要的答案。。

他发现。。那男的好像不想理他。。

心好痛。。

不开心。。

那又能怎样呢。。

当一个男的。。决定离开那女的。。

什么都挽回不了的。。

是那女的错了吗??

想找人陪有错吗？

下次再继续。。=）

FREAKING TIRED NOW!!!!

haven finish by BIS report..it is like shit lo...

sian sian sian sian sian...

tomolo still got automation test

sian sian sian sian sian...

阿姨now outside 拍天神。。

tired tired tired...

boring boring boring..

我的心情很不好！！！！！！

故事

2009-01-31T21:11:00.005+08:00

今天就给大家讲个故事吧。。

从前从前有一个女生。。

她有个很爱她的男朋友。。

原本他们的感情很好。。但因为有些原因他男朋友不能在这陪她。。

原本他以为虽然没能在一起。。但是感情还能维持。。

但时间越来越长。。他感到越来越寂寞。。

好希望有人能陪她。。

想找朋友。。朋友忙于男朋友。。

有一天。。他公司来了一个新男同事。。

他跟那的新男同事的感情越来越好。。

那女的对那男的有好感。。

有一天。。那男的问他女的要不要当他的女朋友。。

说他不介意她有男朋友。。

因为有些原因公司到了。。

原本以为不能再见面了。。

但机缘巧合下他们见面了。。

该做的没做。。不该做的却做了。。

从此之后。。那女的就喜欢上那男的。。

那女的从来都不会要求他什么。。

只希望他能陪她。。

就算要那女的做一个钟头的车。。她都不介意。。

只希望能有他的陪伴。。就算是那女的自己主动也没关系。。

但他的希望破灭了。。

那男的因为有些事很忙很忙。。连发简讯的时间都没有。。

有一天。。那女的发简讯给那男的问他几时有空见面。。

那男的说就明天吧。。

那女的很开心。。以为他们终于能见面了。。

但事情没那么完美。。

那女的以为那男的真的可以陪她。。

哪知道。。

那男的陪她不到半个钟。。

却要那个女的回家。。

连送他到车站都不想。。

这时。。那女的很绝望。。

觉得。。其实那男的也没很喜欢她。。

觉得那男的把她当成玩偶。。

挥之着来呼之着去。。

那女的哭着回家了。。

觉得这世界真的没有人能陪她。。

感觉。。很孤单很孤单。。

他发简讯告诉那男的。。

自己不会烦他了。。

希望那男的能回他一些好听的话。。

但。。没有。。那男的只跟他说。。

他真的没时间。。

之后。。他再也没回他了。。

那女的心好痛。。

觉得他说的东西都是假的。。

连喜欢都是假的。。

她真的很伤心很伤心。。

故事讲完了。。

无聊吗？？

There's a saying, that the amount of love you give out, is the amount of love you receive.
YET
There's another saying, that states that in a relationship, one will be giving in more than the other will be the one who eventually get hurt more.
Two sentences, both the same topic but not along the same path.

Why do people actually do things and say things that they don;t mean?
Why do they make such a big impact on your life?
Why do humans get jealous?
Why do big matters to people mean so small to others?
Why do humans care so much? Isn't everybody off better not caring so much at all?
Why do people not see the bigger picture?
Why do people do things that spite people when they actually know its spiteful?
Why do people know whats going on but act oblivious towards the situation? E.g Infatuation.
Why why why?
So many questions, not so many answers.

sick n tired

2009-01-24T14:15:00.004+08:00

CNY comming soon..why my mood is like shit...haix...many things has been happening and making me more and more sian..haiz..alot of things that i cannt sae..the onli thing is to keep it to myself..haix...i m really sick and tired of everything...

I need someone to be there for me...but there is NOONE!!!

friends..GG

BoyFriend GG

FAMILY GG

ALL GG..haix..

2009-01-16T00:06:00.003+08:00

ME!!!!
DOREEN (KSTER) AND WANG LIANG
ME AND XIANG XIANG
PRETTY ME!!!!
SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN!!!!

i so sian now lo..things have been happening and happening..i sibei sian la..haix..dunno wat to blog also..jus post some pic up ba!

tiring week!!!!

2009-01-08T14:25:00.002+08:00

WOO HOO~!!!!!!!!!!!!

back to my blog again..been long time since i post..i found i like to haix alot hor..haha..dunno le..life been so bored to me..haiz..

1st thing..i FAIL my COMMON TEST!!! DEC..haix..get 46/100..wanna die right..i simply dunno why i fail..maybe is i realli dunno ba..hmm...jus now de lesson..todae late lo..cox i thought todAE de lesson start at 10am..but in actualli start at 9am..so i late ..reach about 10.20am..haix..die liao lo..got warning letter..haix...i realli feel like ..DEC..is realli a stupid module..realli dunno why i need to study this..haix...but i still mux bark up..!!!!my retest die die must pass!! XUELI JIAYOU

2ndly..i got 肠胃炎 super de sian de lo..gatric upset untill dunno like wat..is super super de wanna die lo..den keep havin diaorrea and vomit..den..even..plain water also cannot drink..drink le..water also will vomit..haix..realli veri veri the 辛苦..at that moment..realli wish my dearie is here for me..haix..but too bad..haix...

3rdly...i realli sometime realli disappointed about myself..haix..sometime i realli veri EMO lo..sometime wanna find frien talk thing out..but thing like couldnt talk out..haix..bestie is busy with their own thing..i also dun dare to disturd him..nowadays de life...is realli..STUDY & WORKIN..haix..i realli..haix..sian de lo..i realli need to get a life..!!!!

i realli need some interesting ppl in my life..haix...this week is a damn stressful week as sch reopen alreadi..plus i fail DEC den need to retest..alot of thing keep popping up..haix..i realli verin the sian..hmm...ok la..let me stop here alreadi loh~..will keep on update sometime..!!!

complicated sia....

2009-01-01T20:58:00.006+08:00

me and my ugly bf..this pic he so ugly sia.haha..
me and my eeyore
acting cute!!!
food!!!!!

GUANGZHOU
finally can blog..haix..me ar..jus came back from china..now have a complicated feelings..happy and sad.. ok let sae about the happy things first..i m happy because i have spent 2 week withn my dear..jumming..haix..so happi with him..lub him so much..hmm..another happy things is that i found out that i lke guangzhou alot..cox there alot of thing to buy..although this time i buy few things onli..cox no money..but i still happi...haha..and i realli thankful that i have him lo..as he treat me realli veri veri good...lub him so much..although me and him veri far..but he promise le..march will meet up again..haha..love to be with him..love to bully him..haha..cox i always bully him..haha..

ok let sae about the sad things..haix..i fail my DEC common test..i really veri the sad..suddenly got a feelings.. study no use..haix..sian de lo..haix..dunno la..i realli hope i can pass lo..pass my retest..wish me best k..

heart-broken

2008-12-03T00:51:00.004+08:00

Now, den u finally understnd how he feel about me..he tell me not to ask thing too fast not to keep asking him the same thing as he will get irritated..but..did he ever thought of why i ask..NO..he didnt ever thought of it.. why i wanna ask..did u thnk..its because u give me this kind of feelings..but do u know..although u keep sayin NO NO NO..but the feeling keep stacking more and more..I dun like the way u talk to me..it hurts..NOw den i finally understand...i m sososoos heart broken..he keep saying that he keep accomdating me....now den i realise..i do remember..when i first started dating wid him..i did told him that if u love me u will love my everything..so i dun act infront of him..i jus behave naturally..when ever we quaarrel..i always feel that we can jus talk thing out..but he dun like..he jus like to accomdate and now..he finally vent his anger on me..Now den i finally realise...he say i dun trust him..did he done something that i can trust..ANswer is NO..i now seriously heartbroken..he jus simply dun understnad how i really feels..he jus...NOw den i finally realise he doesnt need me anymore..i m not important to him anymore..maybe is because of our age ba...or the sweet period of new dating has gone..now..den i realise..but why..why my heart so pain..why my tears cant stop dropping..maybe i should just disappear in his life....as wat i have decided in the very first place..My hearts really veri veri pain now..Now den i finally realise............

happy birthday!!!!

2008-11-30T17:31:00.004+08:00

30 NOV 2008!@#@!@#@#

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE DOREEN!@!@@!@!

happi birthday ya.. really wanna wish ya all the best...hmm..although we do quarrel and have yi jian bu tong sometimes..but in our hearts we know that we are bestie...

i know that u are sian..i also lo..i know how u feel..but..jus hack caRE THEM LA..dun care..jus stay happy be urself..i knew u not feelin well todae but hope my accompany can make u more hppier ..hee...

take care..wish u all the best..i love u..*muackx*

SIANSATION

2008-11-28T13:11:00.002+08:00

angry de ah bee girl..cute right....

Cute cute de Ah bee girl!@#$% super cute right~!!!!

Me and ANGEL
WENT TO vivo on last fri to celebrate angeline bdae...haha..went kim gary eat den go watch movie..we watch bervelys hills chiwawa...quite a nice show..haha..i brought bra at la senza also..haha...love the bras...haha...meet they all about 4 at vivo..cox i late..haha..cox need to do the WAD de project with perng jie..but luckily...he sent me cab there..haha..good right.quite fun la..but i was to tired so maybe got a little like..hmm..not happi like that...hope angel are happi on that dae!@!@!

out main dish...牛魔王..super nice de lo..but we wait veri long cox they onli serve at 5pm..haha..

this is our appitiser..haha..dunno how to spell..we got nice fries and french toast and a mixed mushroom...

super me...this pic taken long long ago lo..hm..i think is that time went to eat with benji aaron alvin yan sheng and nesh at the besuty world there take de..haha..bring they all go eat the 水煮鱼..nice de lo..haha/...

Last week no work this week also dun have cox K ster o renovation..ssososososo broke...i realli super scare if i tell my colleague pei pei that i cannot work from 18 dec to 1 jan...chrismas and new year eve cannot work..they sure comfirm sure kill me and throw me down k ster de lo..i super scare sia..hmm...SORRY...realli SORRY...hmm...

yesterdae quarrel with my bf again..he made me super angry lo..haix,,maybe i having my 'REDS' therefore mood not good...he ar..when i talk to him he like didnt listen de lo..and always like entertain me like that..he lke play play de lo..I SUPER ANGRY lo..den hang his call..den offline..haix..but later on got call him again la..and he keep sayin sorry to me..haix..he ar..always make me angry de...={...i really hope that my dec trip wid him would be fun lo..wish me best ba!!..hmm..yesterdae got Project management de test..haix..CMI..cannot make it..sure die de lo..haix..but i scare is teacher dunno wat i writing cox i realli write untill super ugly..haa...hmm...ok la..that all i wanna write for todae..my blog got mushroom if i continue dun post liao lo..haha..ok la..take care guys...

feelings....

2008-11-18T08:11:00.003+08:00

dink~..me here to blog again...feel damn sad nowadays..been happening alot of thing..some veri difficult to overcome de thing thcame to my life...i had a best fren..those who knew me should know...everything..seems to change..the feeling..the emotions.. the everything..as i always knew..people is always changin and u and i also changing..i dun mind givin in or trying..i jus wan to maintain the frienship..you always tel me that we not the same anymore..but i always dun agree..because i really wish that we could be the same as the pass so i tried and tried..to do everything..i also feel that i can do everything..no matter is givin in or wat..i dun mind..i m not sayin that i have been tolerating the nonscenes or wat..i jus wanna sae out..sometimes i feel that i been givin in and i also when i attitude or irritated or wat or even i vent temper..i jus wish that both party can give in..if i m in the fault..i will apologise..i knew my tone is not good..but at that moments..i really feel that irritated..i knew i was not understnading..i m not sayin is ur fault or wat..i apologise..the sms u sent me i also haven delete..when i saw that sms..i cried..I dun wan we to become like that..so i keep contacting you..trying to be like last time..but i got a feeling that..it seems that u dun need me anymore..we wont be the asme anymore..i always knew that when u say it u will do it..the reason for why i dun wan u to quit is that i feel that we seems getting apart..no matter is distance and feelings.. the only time we can is that when we go work together we can meet out and after that go eat out favourite dish..u knew wat when sometimes u seems or feel irritated when talkin to me..i will always ask myself..did i step in your tail anot..haix...i always try to accomdate but i m not implying that i have tolerating the nonscense.. i always feel that..i take 2 hand to clap..when a person give in another person should accept..and through this ..a non confilct friendship will maintain..I remember that day u sae.. why m i doing something when i knew it will be suffering..no matter is in relationship or wat..i knew that i m childish..always call my bf to do this and that,..but i jus cant stop myself..hmm...I m been very troubled with my boyfriend also..u know why..sometime when i cry or i sad..i wont contact u so call u..because i knew that u have ur worries and in the end..u will scold me..because in the first place is i who step into the relationship...haix...yesterdae..saw ya blog..make me really feel hurts..make me feel that..no matter wat i do..u wont listen to any more explainations..and also..u seems disappoint in me..but this was not wat i mean..u interpret wrongly le..but i knew..u wont listen le..jus let this things pass ba..i also hope that this thing will pass quickily..so we can be the same as the past..hmm..ok le la..i wanna start my automation lesson le..take care guys.. i sincerely apologise with the tone i give u..i m sorri

Updates for the psat few weeks=)

2008-11-11T14:30:00.003+08:00

haix..look at this picture..its a module of mine call automation technology tons and tons of wired..i realli feel like dying lo...haix... went to school todae damn early..yesterdae slept damn late about 2 am plus as i was doing the BIS assignment..haix..have to do a report , a ppt and a activivty flow diagram..haix.but finally its finish.

Today, ADA super noisy lo..came to my room and wake me up..i was realli damn tired..5 min also dun let me sleep=[..so SAD=X..hmm..life is bored nowa days tons and tons of project..haix..sian la..1 word to descirbe...

TADA~~~~ this is the picture i take when my daddy bring our family to go taman eat haha...u all never c my daddy before ba..haha..there is my da jie,er jie and xueping my mummy and AHBEE girl..haha..so cute lo..that time..for such a long time we didnt go out and eat dinner as everyone in the family was like super busy lo..no time to entertain each other like that..

The Cutest BABY!!!!!! Jerlene Ah bee girl..haha...super cute right..now she super noisy lo..haha..super active also..and not the less super de cute..haha..althought she overweigt (same as me) but she is cute de lo..haha..

finally its aboout me..keep hearing han jun sae that my blog is going to grow mushroom and fungus..dots lo..haha..hey EVERYONE..found the difference in me anot..haha..Mux Check ar..den tell me weather u all found any differnces in me anot..hmm...

recently super shack..haix..tons and tons of assignment..hmm..keep doing this and that..haix...feel that i realli have no life lo...mondae to fridae go sch..STUDY,STUDY,STUDY..Saturdae and sundae i need to go to work..haix..1 week like that over alreadi..haix..i realli feel i no life lo..haix..hope to have more interesting ppl in my life..realli hope so..

hmm..i also hope that in this dec i can go overseas again lo..cox miss him so much la..haha..but ok la..wish he can earn more money also lo..haha..hmm..ok la..now havin PM lesson.. the lecturer like talkin to himslef lo..none in the class was listenning to him..but he continue talk de lo..haha..dunno la..

SICKLY

2008-10-24T09:06:00.003+08:00

its realli has been sometime since i post..wanna grow fungus here alreadi right..recently super de tired..maybe is like ..too long didnt study le..den wan study time always veri sian..haix...recently got some strange illness..my hands and leg got rashes and always havin headach and fever...in the first place..i thought i got dengue sia...cox all the symdrom the same lo..den mondae i went to c doctor..the doctor like noob de lo.. like also dunno what illness i have lo..hmm..siAN de lo..haix..den keep havin fever..head super pain de lo..haix...den tuesdae i didnt go school..ox got fever...sian..den so weird sia..so i wednesdae go polyclinic c doctor again..haha..den the doctor gove me 2 day mc..sae i will always have on and off fever and rash..but after 2 to 3 week it will be ok de...den give me antibiotics..haix..sian de lo..jus now jus finish the WAD de proposal..hope can do it well..me this time partner with perng jie..he MIA lo..dunno go where..but i sent to his email le.tell him dothe TOR..hmm..sian de lo..now head startin to veri heavy and pain again..haix..dunno why like that..hope i can realli get well soon..coc the rashes is realli super de ugly lo..haix...ok la..also dunno what to blog le..i think i wanna go sleep liao..super de tired..haha..i always tired de la..ok la..buaix...=)

感觉。。

2008-10-15T11:14:00.003+08:00

为什么我就不能任性一次。。

每次我都是为了他们做这个做那个。。

现在我只想任性一次不能嘛。。

为什么你都不了解的。。

为什么要管他们说什么。。
为什么我就不能跟着自己的心呢。。

好烦啊。。真的好烦啊。。

为什么你就不了解我呢。。

为什么。。为什么。。

为什么。。没有人。。可以知道我在想什么呢。。

我真的想那样做。。

现在真的想。。

为什么不行呢。。

我不管以后会不会后悔。。但是现在我只想这样做。。

不能嘛。。为什么。。我不能跟着我的心呢。。

我真的不想那么理智了。。

我真地想任性一次。。
你都不让吗？

What your name hidden meanings

2008-10-01T21:25:00.004+08:00

What Shirley Means...

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

found this interesting thingy on this website..

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

Feelings -Day 1 & 2

2008-09-25T15:01:00.003+08:00

hello...its has been sometime since i last blog..haha..got miss me ba...ya guys...i m in Overseas now..accompany my fren...he realli treat me veri good..regardless of what i wan..he will always accomdate me...haix...i m so afraid now..i scare that this all is jus a dream...he treat me good..is not real de...i m so troubled..haix...

todae is DAy 2 stayin in overseas.. jus now wennt supermarket with him..as he wan to buy for the daily nessasity..i dunno is it that spell anot..haix..den he realli spend lots of money in me..i feel so sorry..as maybe is i have no confidence in myslef..i also dunno la..haix...but i hope that this few days will be fun...haha..u knwo what..somtimes i thinkin..will he lie to me..haix..i realli dunno..i realli veri afriad in geting this kind of thing alreadi..one is ENough..i dun wish to get hurt..agian. i scare i get hurt from him..but i also scare he get hurt from me..veri contradicting right..haix...for whose who realli know me well..they should know waht kind of person i m..

meet yansheng and hanjun last sat after my work..to celebrate that we successfully pass our Year 2 sem1 ..i found that yansheng..realli know me well lo..haha..although that we onli knwo each other for about a year as we are classmate onli in poly..haha..he is realli my Buddy lo..haha..haix...i also dunno la..

i jus that wan with him..feel so weird..sometimes feel that he is realli a guy..but i m scare..i dunno that he with me..iszit because he like me..or he jus wan to have sex with me..i have give everything to him..feel so pain now..a little regret..haix..i dunno la..but i think that onli certain ppl can c this post..tell me what to do lehx..i veri childish right..veri stupid right..i shouldnt stay at his house right..shouldnt let him touch me right..haix...still have a long way to go..hiax...

Year 2 SEM 1 = PASSED!!!

2008-09-15T08:56:00.002+08:00

Hello....!!!! i got a veri veri good de news to announced!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i PASS ALL MY module..!!!!!!!!! haahahahhahahahhah=D..super happi de lo..cox i thinkin MY CA GG liao la..but at least i got a C..hahahhahaha...but my GPA veri not good la..onli 2.58..Bad right..but at leawst got pass!!!!!!..haha..u all knwo wat..i 7 some thing alreadi wake up liao..keep cannot fall asleep because i scare i repeat MODULE..but Luckily..I DIDNT!!!! den now i still have time to blog lo..hahahahahhaha....

Yesterdae went to work at K ster..a stupid PPl..cum lunatic ppl..come sing K lo..he super de irritating..den quarrel with doreen..den got the cashier mandy..me and doreen ma..den..u know he super big size lo..den like wanna fight like that..making a sence in our side..den he quarrel alradi..still go push mandy lo...WTF!!! waht kind of guy is this..the most stupid LL thing is that..he sae..u all singin got as good as me MEHX...---.---""""" i totally LL lo..is TOTALLY!!!..super de angry lo..haha..den we even call POLICe..den CAll the security come and chase him out..he super de Disgusting...fucker asshole.. his singin skills SUCKX lo..is SUPER sucks lo..think alreadi also angry..

Boring

2008-09-08T19:08:00.003+08:00

chihi...its has been sometime since i blog..i dunno why le..work and work and work..but still didnt c the money..haha...hmm...actualli have nothin much to blog..also dunno what to write also..hmm..my fren de fren de Bf like my fren den..haix..my fren de fren veri vexed lo..as my fren de fren like keep fan her like that..hmm... recently my fren de fren keep meetin the fren..den i a little not realli happi..sometime she like no time ..wanna meet her out also busy..haix...friendship..CHIM la...haix..i als dunno la..recently i feel sosososo inferior..dunno why le..suddenly feel i sosososo super ugly lo..dunno why..jus got this feelin lo..haix.. feel that my hair super ugly de lo..haha..wish to have long black nice perm hair..hiax..hope so ba..haha..

haix..ok la...here to stop...take care ya..=)

成份分析機產生器

2008-09-02T02:14:00.003+08:00

My Birthdae happenings~

2008-08-25T00:10:00.008+08:00

The same Panty we brought on topshop~~ my fav STARS!!!!!
POSING~~~
Our phone
Paris interantional buffet

our shoe and nails~~

SIMPLE DESCRIBE WHAT HAPPEN ON MY BIRTHDAE~

went to marina square to eat paris international buffet~

went to slack around marina square

went to slack at airport~

that all~...

CA gone case liao..><

2008-08-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

its been some time since i blog..wanna show ya the picture i take during my bdae..but i haven got it..hmm..jus finish CA final exam todae..the paper was fuckin difficult..haha..i dunno why..jus feel damn difficult..and its was totally not the same as the revision the teacher give us..haix..i realli need to hope and pray aloud that i wont fail my CA..haix..yesterade ask YS(yan SHeng) to tell me personally..haha..den he teach lo..den ok la..know how to see the circuit alreadi..hmm..but i still no confidence can pass as the paper realli veri difficult..hmm...

todae went to see early and study...haha..benji they all bu shuang lo..cox they sae i 'BA ZHAN' yan sheng the whole yesterdae..haha..sorri lahx..i realli need him to teach ma..haha..hmm..yan sheng yesterdae after teaching..we both veri hungry le ma..den we go eat seoul garden..haha..he treat me eat lo..cox he knwo now i damn broke..haix..next time i wil treat him back..haix..HP bill haven pay yet..haix..$180 lehx..haix..mux get pay den can..hmm...dunno lahx..tomolo the last paper le..SE..haix..i GG also liao lo..so now i wanna go study liao lo..hmm..haha..take care guys..=)

DAY B4 BDAY!!!~

2008-08-16T23:23:00.003+08:00

hello..has been some time after my post..haha..tomolo is my BIRTHDAY lehx..u all guess what..the first bdae present i got was from a HK friend of mine.hha..he was in taiwan..and he sent me pinepapple tarts..haha..funni right..haha..some more i frm wdl go paya lebar to take the parcel...dots..haha..the second present was from a china fren of mine..haha..he brought me.. my favourite vivienne westwood bucket bag and wallet~~~..i was sososo happi...thanks guys..

this few days other den workin..is studing lo..but studing is lesser lo...hah..hmm.. i also wanna sae thanks to yan sheng as he brought me lanvin perfume lonmg time ago...for my bdae present..haha thanks han jun and ada as they treat me eat...

now 20 years old le..realli old lehx...haix..

STUDY WEEK

2008-08-13T11:25:00.004+08:00

SOME STUPID PHOTO ME AND DOREEN TAKE DURING WORK TIME>>hah=)

many things happen...dunno what to sae..exam cumming..but still i have not study.. ask my fren to teach me..but he put me aeroplane again and agian..haix..maybe i shouldnt relay on him..haix..dunno la...went to work..found that actualli workin there is quite fun..althought sometime not good la..ahah..but i still like it..now at home..haix..sian de lo..mux study study study...haix..will try my best de la..haha..

hmm..some time i need someone to guide me..haix..

benji..sorri leh..didnt teach u maths..cox i also not good..scare teach u wrong things...sorri lehx...dun angry k..=)

suddenly realli got feel..haha...doreen got bf alreadi..hmm...sometime..now i realli feel that we are not that close anymore..me and her..not as close as last time anymore..hmm..feel quite sad now..she gt bf also didnt tell me..so xin fu lo.but..dunno lehx..jus feel that our friendship are getting mopre and more far apart..haix..i realli dunno why i feel that so...haix..suddenly feel that i shouldnt always go out with doreen..haix..she has her life and i shouldnt u know...pester her..haix..dunno la..this post..

so disappointed!

2008-08-05T21:02:00.008+08:00

this is the latest pic i taken recently..hmm..jus now recieve a newws from my fren of mine..i super den angry..hmm..cannot dse angry la..i think is disappointed in him lo..i know him..cannot sae long but can sae some time le..i thought that we realli frens llo..but now..u tell another fren of mine..hmm..means that i m him also know this fren but he tell the fren he dunno me..WTF.. realli veri the disappointed lo..y can like that? aint we friends..if not..den why that time u still kiss me? why????haix....totally disappointed in you kelvin

baby Jerlene sleeping 小手拉大手
shui zu fish..super spicy de lo..
MA po tofu

todae after school went to sim LIm to meet doreen as i told her to accompany me buy the lap top charger,..for those who know..my lappy de charger spoil untill CMI(cannot make it) den todae i go buy lo..now den got the money..bag my mummy for it lo..super broke de lo..haix....=( todae went to school..laplace transform is super den difficult de lo..what invetrse here and there some more the formula also not the same de..haix..althought the same..but not n Y format..haix..i realli dunno i can pass my EM3B anot lo..realli hope i can...Cme to CA..that module of mine..comfirm GG laio lo...haix...i realli totally dunno lo..realli mux tell yan sheng to help me haix..realli hope i can bark up lo..

DOREEN TRYIN TO take pic of me..haha
shoe time=)
this is a 东北菜地三鲜
super 难吃的水族鱼
this is dan dan noodles..
this is what i ate on sundae after my work..at k ster..the china food at china town realli not the nice u knwo..super de..haix....ex somemore..wont go there eat le..hmmm..recently keep workin lo..somtime realli scare that i cant corp with my studies..but realli hope i can lo..realli mux study hard!

WaraKu Pasta

2008-07-31T11:09:00.005+08:00

me at work..haha..duringbreak take de..haha
thinkin..ahmmmmmmm.....
my finger nails..super nice right..yesterdae went to work..from 12 haha..cox finish school at 10 so can work..haha..yesterdae got TVE de presentation..hmm..dunno le..hmm...Pei pei super good lo..she help me do de..veri nice right..got blin blink de feel o..haha..i super love it..haha... yesterdae try to call him agian..den got ans...den hang..i duno is he cant hear me or he hear me den hang..haix..i jus wanna try my best to forget his number..haix..i duno le..maybe thinkin too much la..haha..haix..dun think le la..me later got CCT de test for EM3B wish me all the best ba..=)

Sundae after the work @ k ster super ugly loll...
Doreen and Yong yi(YY)

salmon Pizza from waruKu haha..YUMMY..
Yong yi(YY) eat de..
DOreen de pasta(SUper not nice)
MIne de..super nice(=))

hmm...here to blog again.. haha..me now in school..now havin DBS wanna blog and let ya all know what did these few days..haha..went to work last sundae..after work went to eat waraku aat central.. with doreen and YY super ex..haha. but YY treat me and dorren..thank ya..=)next time we treat him back..haha...

EM3B Hmm...??

2008-07-22T21:13:00.005+08:00

HAHA..funni ba..me and Bernice

Stupid me and Bernice..We are 'ZHI LIAN KUANG"

haha...todae nehx..wanna post some photos online..haha..todae take de..tata..wanna intro another fren of mine..haha..BERNICE SIM..haha..the girl who take pic wit me..haha..hmm..she ar..haha..same age as me lo..english super good de..haha..we both are 'BRA' LOvers..haha...love to shop for bras..haha..dunno why le..haha..she ceri cute de lo..always wanna ppl to acc her to the school toliet..hmm..actualli..our school toliet sometime also veri kong bu de lo..hmm...todae get back my result for the 3 quiz..which consist of 10% in the total grade in the marks..hmm..u all know how much i get...i onli get 27/100 which is 2.7% onli..hiax..if i didnt pass my upcomming CCCT exam and Final exam..i comfirm gurante plus CHOP..I WILL FAIL de lo..hmm..recently got damn lots of homework to do..but feel veri sian sia..us wish to slack..hmm..DBS damn lots of thing haven do yet..not much days left..but i m still here bloggin..*faints*..haix..hmm..now me doin the MOL online..hope i can finsih lo..if not cannot work le..Recently damn broke wanna give back ADA money le..hmm..as she is goin back china ..haix..now the comming salary mux give her lo..haix..den i will become veri broke again..haix..*faints*..dunno why..work and work and work..still no money de..can u all tell me wher my money goes??haix...now i haven got the money for the hotel lo..haix..but i comfirm can de..mux have confidence=)hmm...but..hiax..i now still veri scare for my enginneringmaths 3 lo..haix...realli hope i cann pass..i also scare my Circuit analysis lo..haix..

this fews days

2008-07-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

Volcanl Ramen
StarBuck JAva Chip
Angel and Me
Angel And me

Friday:

Friday after school,yansheng and louis acc me go eat the ice cream at island creamy.ate brownie again..wanna thanks them for acc me that day..haha..maybe they also dunno i was not in a good mood..haha.haix...

Saturday:

Meet angeline when to c the hong kong thingy..haix..the agency sae we too early le..so decided wait and c...c how first...hmm..den we wanna go eat and talk..therefore we go changi airport again..hmm..we initial wanna eat popepy? aiya duno how to spell la..bue end uo too many ool..so i go eat ahjisen..hmm..ok la..den we go buy a cup of coffee at starbuck i drink java chip..nice nice..angel drink dark mocha..haha..will upload photo laters..when i more free...

Sunday:

went to work todae..doreen seems not in a good mood..kepp giving me a face..dunno she wat sia..angry..make untill i also veri sian liao lo...haix..maybe is my pro also la..my AUNTIE come le..maybe is mood swing lo..hmm..during break time..i call him..surprisely answer my call..as he dunno this number of mine..den..when i heard his voice alot of thing come into my mind..haix..but i in the end..didnt speak..den he hang le..after when i finish work..i sms him ask him can i call me anot..but i know.he wont reply de..and i call him..as expected..no ans again..guess he realli not interested in me anymore...

i m the type of girl that realli need to feel the sense of security..hmm..maybe i feel inferior about myslef ba..some time..maybe..dunno la..todae call yan sheng..once hear his voice wanna cry again..wanna ask him out..but he busy..haix..i stupid lo..haix..dunno la..haix..i also dunno why i m like that..but now..i dunn wanna think le la..think so much also no use..but hopfully i realli can dun think...haix..

fucking down

2008-07-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

What the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! i m feelin damn down todae...jus dunno why..suddenly suddenly miss him damn much..TOH XUE LI TOH XUE LI...it has been damn long le...y can t u let it go..jus let it go...y do i feel pain stil..why why why!!!!!!!!!
Todae duno why..damn sad de lo..realli..is damn..listening to my fav song..suddenly.. memories flash back..haix..i m thinkin of him agin..den i wanna find some one to talk..den i talk to one of my fren...i told him i miss him..den..he said den i dun disturb u miss him le..this is not what i want him to sae..i want him to comfort me..not that..y cant they Undertand????????????.WHY!!!!! haix...i m feelin damn down now..i dunno why..i realli miss him..but he doesnt wanna contact me...i know i mdoin the worng thing..but what can i do...What can i do...i fell pain..realli pain...NO PEOPLE SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!..y like that..haix..y like tat..what the hell did i do wrong...i didnt do any worng..but why u like that treat me..why...can anyone..tell me when..when can i totally forget him...when..haix...i always tell myself not to think..not to miss him..but..i jus cant..haix..i jus miss him..like somthing deeply in ur hurts..when u didnt think it ok..but when u think its like super pain.hurts...when can i..haix..SOB=[

Pon Is Lesson

2008-07-16T10:39:00.006+08:00

it has been sometime since i blog.todae pon Is lesson..not feelin well..haix... jus now jus recieve a warning letter form the IS module TVE..haix..sian lo..den todae den i didnt go ..comfirm GG liao lo..haix..den jus now i go take a MC..got 2 day MC frm the doctor...hmm..haix.a.so boring now..later has to do project with Louis..haha..Louis my team mate..i pro sia..i comfirm will do thing de..haha..will work hard de..hee..hmm..yesterdae talk to my fren..talk about him again...suddenly realise..is suddenly realis i veri stupid sia..although till now..i still miss him..but..i know that we not possible le..haix..dunno la...but realli thanks to my fren..thanks that..hmm..dunno sia..suddenly scare that about my project.tomolo havin a test practical test for CA..haha..i comfirm GG de..but i will work hard de la..i mena i will try lo..haha..
COMfirm goin sentosa on next sat le..goin with my ex secondary school fren..haha..dunno will it be fun anot..but hope so ba...haha..i comfirm will tan unitll nice nice de..haha..=)

this is the PMR me and Perng jie team de..nice right..Mickey mouse..haha
Tada....haha.Present to u...Benji and Yan sheng..haha...
hmm..my leg..and the converse shoe doreen and ah bao buy for me..=)

ME kissing Baby Jerlene WEEP=]
Super Super Super cute
Emo Expression??hmm..
Say Cheese..hee
hmm....

fun dae!!!!!!!

2008-07-11T22:09:00.004+08:00

PLS call me MISSY SHIRLEY
haha..new sign language..haha..=)
SImple de MAths...u knwo how to slove right..haha

haha..its me again..haix..diet de plan..totally..si pai..haix..hmm...todae recieve a good news..haha...i PASS ME EM3B retest~~~~~~ wooRAY...haha..finally...credits realli mux go to a fren..that time come and teach me..haha..THanks ya..

hmm..todae damn high...play Emily de DS..super fun de lo..hope i can have one too..haha..but..to bad..no money.. dunno why sia..work and work and work still didnt c any money de..si bei sian de lo..haha...jus now brought a card to call to HK cox wanna ask about my hotel de thingy..but..i think i den directly book from hong kong de agency ..that is better right..at least..hmm...dunno le..still thinkin lo...still haven book hotel..so bei sian de lo..haix..hope my HK trip will be fun and safe..haha...

Hmm..todae after Em3B AARON told me that my blog onli consist of certain ppl..haha..always YAn sheng and Dorren..still sae i write me and yan sheng..write untill veri..haha..but we realli nothin de la..we HAO BRos lo.haha..

Now i wanna write about my some class mates..haha..hmm..let me introduce the oldest in our class..haha..BENJAMIN..haha..benji this person veri.hmm..dunno how to sae le..always like to bully me lo..like always like to "KU CHI" me..den when i fight against him..hehe sure hurt him de lo..sure have blood de..haha..den the youngest de is EMILY..haha..she like always need people to protect de..haha..u knwo i so man..therefore can protect her lo..haha...den..LOuis..hmm..he is a dancer in our class..super pro de lo...IS super lo...Veri jealous/envy about him..no matter how many meals he eat in a dae..he wont get FAT de lo..haix..=[.. Louis they also call him FAFA..haha..he lame de lo..haha..den Now is HAn Jun..he is our Scholar in the class..super pros in the studies..but i also knwo because he has work hard den will become that pros de ma..AAROn is also another dancer in our class..haha..he now learning bike..i also wanna learn de lo..hmm..aaron this person..haha..veri dots de lo..dunno how to sae him..he la..the one who sae..my blog consist de ppl so little..haha....ok la..let sae untill here..next time den continue introduce.hee

hmm..tomolo workin again..hope to get my pay tomolo..wanna give my anutie money..becaue of the hotel..haix..recently..haix..dunno la..maybe tomolo i go chinatown alone ..c weather they have the hotel i want anot lo..hmm...ok la..that all i wanna post todae..take care guys..

Notthin to do..[=

2008-07-09T20:23:00.004+08:00

hmm..let me sae about what i remember..haha..mondae go eat steamboat with doreen and yansheng..haha..lie to yan sheng that i have a bf..and..haha..the bf was actualli DOREEN..haha..he super shy de lo..haha..den finsih the steam boat,..we go eat the teh tarik ice cream lo..haha..nice de lo..order mud pie, brownie and ice cream..haha..super nice la..haha..dunnp why i love ice cream that much..haha..hmm..feel that long time i didnt update my blog..haha..hmm..no la..busy ma.den too many thing ata time happen..hmm..i will be fine de la..but now i realli mux study for my final year exam..cox i comfirm GG de lo..haix...but i will try my best de...haha..todae i late for my IS module again..haha..as usual..but luckily didnt miss the Quiz and assignment..haha..hmm..ok la..that all i wanna blog todae..haa=)

I Love Spagetti..YUMMY
PIZZA at Central Tanglio(Salmon de)
Me and Doreen lift mirror Image
Doreen EMO pic=)
Ada and ME

hmm..recently do alot of thing le..dunno what to sae..haha..but its fun la..but also tired..done with my EM3B retest..hmm..dunno le..dunno i can pass anot..cox i think quite difficult..hmm..dunno la..upload photo time..=)

GONE CASE=(

2008-07-03T18:29:00.002+08:00

GG FOR MY CA COMMON TEST RETEST..

haix..gone case liao la...my CA..haix...realli cannot make it..it not..can die liao lo..haix..how ar??now at school..later wanna go study maths ..EM3B..again..si bei sian ar..feel so sleepy now..haix..dunno la..this week damn buys..damn alots of home work to hand in..haix..this sem..die liao lo..haix..i wanna sleep le..how sia..realli no mood to do.haix..but i have retest for EM3b on next tuesdae..so i realli need to study..hard..haix..cannot be tat lazy anymore..haix..some time feel that..no matter how hard i work..i still cant c the money le..dun sia..haix..i think i now gastric pain liao..haix..hungry..sian la.=( i am sososo tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPI DAY!!!!!=)

2008-07-01T22:45:00.003+08:00

hha..SUPER thanks to yan sheng..he super good sia..brought me the perfume i always wanted to buy as a birthdae present..=)..me and him..are realli bros...haha..talk about alot of thing..haha..we got sae ma..we..are onli meant to be frens de..onli frens..so u all dun think too much..haha..todae i scc him to buy present for his fren..a girl lo...haha.so u know..he need a pro..(ME) to help him to choose present..haha.end up..e buyin present for me=)//hahahahaah...super happy..haa...REALLi thanks..and he super good lo..still sent me home..hehe..realli veri good bro de lo.haha..i realli veri happi i got this kind of frenns..hha..=)but he also got buy present for her la..haha..i mean her frens..hha..=)..we went to the old pace to talk talk..haha..next time meetin to eat ice cream..haha..i super miss the ben and jerry ice cream lo..haha..tomolo i wan study hard lo..wanna pass and do all my home work..haha..=)

hmm..todae ok la..the SE test i think i can pass lo..haa..=)

SUPER THANKS YAN SHENG FOR THE PRESENT

KIM GARY AT VIVO

2008-06-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

BAKED POTATO!!! FAVOURITE
STEAK ALSO FAVOURITE=)

todae go VIVO meet dorren and lingto have dinner..we went kim gary therr to have dinner..the steak nice de lo..but too big..i cant even finish lo..haha....they super pretti lo..haha..we all veri black..hha..cox all wea leggins..haha..i also wish to become more pretti la..haha..hmm..haix..tomolo havin test on SE..super sian also..haix..dunno la..haha..todae..angry lo..haix..dun wanna mention who la..but his word..super hurtting lo..haix..somt time..i m not that strong..haix..dunno de la..haix.dun wanna tlak le..jus always feel no ppl understnad lo..expect doreen..she realli do's lo..understand the real me..haix..dunno la..super angry lo..haix.. MSN got ppl add me..den ask me who me..stupid sia..so angry..so many siao siao de ren add me..haix..

COMPLICATED THINGY

2008-06-25T22:01:00.006+08:00

saw this movie on toudou yesterdae..feel that some tai chi veri good lo..when u meet someone realli mux have the right timing...if not..no matter what..still not last de..suddenly feel that..all my past seems not right..i realli haven meet some one i realli..hmm..dunno la..dun wann think too much la..haix..
【我的最爱】爱情经典台词
他对我说，我是他的最爱，但原来最诚实的实话，却是最虚伪的谎话，他的“我的最爱”根本就不是我。就好像电脑里「我的最爱」一样，我的最爱永远都有很多，喜欢的就keep,不喜欢的就delete”
喜欢和可不可以在一起根本是不同的两件事
有没有人告诉过你，爱一个人是需要讲时机的，我和你在错误的时机在一起，是合不来的。你值得有个更加爱你的人。。
我发脾气时说过的话，你不要当真呀我说不想就是想我说不好就是好不喜欢就是喜欢不爱就是爱”“我发脾气要走，你一定要追回我我不想在街上的玻璃或者倒后镜上看你是否跟着我
我觉得没安全感，是因为我太爱你，不想失去你
i feel that all the words seems to be veri right lo..realli feel that lo..

haha..this is the picture i taken jus now..super funni right..i like editing pic..dunno why le..jus like it lo..haha..now realli mux save money lo..if not ar..my hotel dunno when den can pay lo..haha..realli hope that my trip will be fine lo..realli hope that..haha..but ok la..i dun wan think too much..haha..

hmm...todae havni the 1st IS class..its TVE..that module..super slacky de lo..haha..hmm..i get back my result..haix..expectedly..i fail my EM3B and CA..got 46/100 and 43/100..hmm..need to go for the retest..haix..todae after lesson meet yan sheng..den enji they all all come along..den go walk walk lo..maybe my mood not realli good todae//SORRY GUYS..hmm..todae went YOSHINIYA eat..haha..ok la...quite nice..but super full de lo..haha..todae yan sheng they all accompany me to LA SENZA( BRA SHOP) to see bra..haix..they keep sayin mine super small..ANGRY%%%%^%^^..but ok la..small also cute lo...haha..

**ShiRLey^DreAmLanD**

hate the feeling

My Last Day of 2010.

27december 2010

finally bloggin again!!

its Sunday again!!

i am back~!!!!

me me me!!

RECENT

emotional

♥.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEMEMEMEMEMME♥.

the broke up

this week report

ramdom picture cum shopping buys for the past 1 week..

ramdoms

new shopping buys!!=)

Ramdom things

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Guangzhou to Beijing

back in SINGAPORE

My life in Beijing part 1.1

unknown feelings

trouble

I am back!! [=

i am sosos

Ramdom things in Beijing

feelings

happy thought for my dearest friend!!

Beijing ramdoms

Piano!

Ramdoms

Birthday invitaion!!!

Recently!!!

心理學-莫非定律

Past one month

BGR

blah blah blah

1st day of sch

hong kong pictures

feeling 1.1

love

SIAN X

「卓雪莉」测得「姓名测试」的结果如下：

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

emo

FEELIN UNWELL

continues----

故事后续。。

故事

sick n tired

tiring week!!!!

complicated sia....

heart-broken

happy birthday!!!!

SIANSATION

feelings....

Updates for the psat few weeks=)

SICKLY

感觉。。

What your name hidden meanings

Feelings -Day 1 & 2

Year 2 SEM 1 = PASSED!!!

Boring

成份分析機產生器

My Birthdae happenings~

CA gone case liao..><

DAY B4 BDAY!!!~

STUDY WEEK

so disappointed!

WaraKu Pasta

EM3B Hmm...??

this fews days

fucking down

Pon Is Lesson

fun dae!!!!!!!

Notthin to do..[=

GONE CASE=(

HAPPI DAY!!!!!=)

KIM GARY AT VIVO

COMPLICATED THINGY

ShiRLey^DreAmLanD