feeling really down recently, keep crying and crying..

Can i ask you all a question, what would you do if you found out that your boyfriend doesnt love you anymore?

What would you do, if you realise that all these happy moments is all fake..
what would you do, if you realise that somemore you love is talking to other girls online intimately ?

I am lost... Please answer my question my dear friends..

i really dont know am i able to endure all the hardship and torture i am going to face when i am back..

should i just give and take?
should i give another chance?

i felt so lost here..
i miss my friends.. my family..

i am so alone here..