Doreen brithday i am not in singapore to celebrate with her, but i at here wanna wish her all the best.. want her to stay happy always, every birthday i always will do a birthday card for her.. now i have do a electronic birthday card .. hope she likes it!! =)
been ages since i last post.. very sian lately.. BJ very cold.. cold till wanna die sian.. work also sian dunno how to do.. gonna grad soon le.. very lost dunno should i stay Uni or just go Work, if go work is come china work or stay at Singapore.. just now call my sister , she is at my grandma house, my auntie also at there, just now overheard them saying about me, suddenly feel very bad, feel very down.. i just dunno why there isn't anyone supporting me.. i really very sian liao..
Me and my bf also.. i dunno i still should stay wid him anot.. i have this feeling when i go back sin we wont be together i must make a choice, as if i stay at SIN and work i wont have time to come and meet him already, he keep telling me to go BJ and work but i somehow feel that if i come here work i also dunno i can work wat.. haix.. what should i do.. i am really lost..
i dunno why.. my feeling now is damn bad.. should i listen to my auntie and break with my bf and hopefully find a stable job in SIN and work work work.. i really dunno.. i dunno what i want, i need advice.. i need someone to talk to.. but there isn't anyone here.. i am soso alone..
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